Dream

I was at my grandmother’s house, it was night. There was another woman with me, donno who. She was getting into the passenger side of a car and I climbed into the back seat. Before she opened the door she gasped and said something was on the floor. I couldn’t see what it was, but I saw eyes looking at me. I thought it was a raccoon and I kept thinking it was going to bite me and give me rabies. I had a duster thing with a really long handle that I beat the seat with to scare it out of the car, that’s when it jumped at me and landed in the seat, next to me. Then I was holding my left hand on my right shoulder and trying to open the door with my right hand. I then felt something tugging at my thumb fingernail. I faced the animal and realized it was a wolf and it was chewing on my nail. Though it was a wolf, I knew it was a werewolf and kept saying don’t bite me as I got out of the car. I ran to the house and got inside. All of a sudden there were 2 other people and a dog running to get inside the house. I was holding open the door and telling them to hurry. The werewolf was going crazy and running around all over the place. It saw the door open and charged at it. I kept kicking my leg and yelling no, no, no! I woke up and I kicking my leg.

Meanings:

Being in the backseat of a car indicates that I’m putting myself down and allowing others to take over. It’s a result of low self-esteem or low self-confidence. It’s an indication of dependence and lack of control over my own life. Since the car was parked, it means that I need to turn my efforts and energies elsewhere; I’m spending energy in a fruitless endeavor. But it could also mean I need to stop and enjoy my life.

To have a dream that it’s night means major setbacks and obstacles in achieving goals. There are issues in my life that I have to face that aren’t clear. I need to put them aside and clear my head before I look at the issues again to solve them. Night could also mean the end of something and a new beginning.

A raccoon means deceit, thievery and false friends. So, I think it’s a raccoon but it’s a wolf. (I think I’m being deceived or someone’s not my friend?) A wolf symbolizes beauty, solitude, mystery, self-confidence and pride. Ability to keep my composure in a variety of social situations and can blend in with ease and grace. A loner by choice. But on the flip side, it represents hostility and aggression. Could reflect an uncontrollable force or situation in my life.

A werewolf means that something in my life is not what it seems. It means fear, repressed anger and uncontrollable violence.

A thumb means that I need to get a grip on things. It’s a symbol of power and ability. A long thumbnail means that I will be lured into evil by seeking strange illicit pleasures (LOL, I can think of a few illicit pleasusres and with who). Chewing on my nails means a problem that is too tough to handle or unsure on resolving a situation in my life.

Holding the door open, since it’s to the outside, means that I need to be more accessible to others.

Kicking someone means suppressed aggression that I’m unable to express in my life. (Since I’m kicking at the wolf/werewolf I have aggression for not knowing something that’s in my life?)